A little nostalgia

Walking on a deserted road,
With you holding my arm,
Life was nothing less,
Than perfect.

The smile on your face,
With those eyes twinkling with mischief,
And your hair being upset by the wind,
It looked like an angel had just descended.

Remember when I said,
You fit my arms perfectly??
I wasn't lying.... because
With you in my arms, I felt my world shrink.

A little sneeze from you,
And my heart took a leap.
You were my little baby...
A princess, oblivious of the world.

When I had seen you first,
I never knew I would fall...
Or I would have held on,
To my heart a little tighter.

Everything that you did I loved,
Nothing could I hate,
From the stupidest prank,
To the biggest mistake!

I love you, I had said,
So many a times,
But you never took cognisance of it,
Never did you pay a heed.

You knew very well,
What I felt for you,
And within somewhere,
maybe you felt that too.

Unknowingly though, I did hurt you,
But in times that were tough,
I tried standing through,
With you by my side.

Every kiss I remember,
Every hug i cherish....
Every memory of yours,
Has been preserved like a treasure.

Then came a day....when..
You found someone and walked away,
While I stood there...
A mere silent observer.

You would be happy you told me,
While you never realised I was sad.
And the heart to stop you from going,
I really did not have.

Now that you are gone and,
With him you are happy,
I smile for you and sometimes,
Cry a little for myself.

It used to hurt to know,
In someone else's arms you now belong,
The only solace being,
He gave you what I probably couldn't.

Though now the things are different,
And the harsh realities have sunk in,
Deep within me....without a noise,
They lie silent in my heart.

I love to see you smile and,
Try to tame my heart....
I attempt to drive you out,
Of the mindspace that you have.

Never do i wish to see you cry,
Whatever be the reason....
I hope the one you have chosen,
Is with you every season.

I wanted to walk a mile with u...
But journey lasted just a few steps,
Just a little hitch there is....
That whenever I walk on a deserted road,
I can't help but think of you...miss you my love.

Hey people...this is an absolutely original piece, ok?? I am not used to borrowing others' writings :)
but yes...this one was slightly off the cuff. so if u think this one is good, then i damn well can write better!! what say? but why on earth am i writing something poetic about LOST LOVE???!!! holy christ..what on this freaking planet is wrong with me??! well..frankly, i really have no clue. looks like its time i went and met a psycho...i mean those guys who figure out whats wrong on the top floor of one's body and charge the world fo rthat. i say...THOSE are the ones who are crazier than me....cos they spend MUCH MORE time with crazy people!!!!! hehehehe..

and oh...any ladies reading this and probably this thinking..."this guy is more whacko than i thought"..please clear your doubts. i am absolutely fine...just a little worked up and tired. oh..by the way..my freaky in-the-middle-of-the-night class has ended....thankfully. but then again, it was every bit worth it. next is at 10 in the morning. and i am actually penning down poetry??!! nwo i guess i know why creative people are insane:)

anyway...enough for one sitting. i am pushing my behind to my bed in the hope of catching a little NAP cos sleep in four hours is impossible!!

so...goodnight...
kill the bed bugs if they bite,

adios.